Sometimes i just look at my son and cry. Do you ever do it with your child? I am filled with such love and pride that i cannot stop myself from getting emotional. When i talk to strangers about him i feel my eyes welling up and i feel so foolish but i don't care. I have so much love for this little man it is unbelievable. Sometimes i feel that if i had another child there is no way i could love them as much as him even though i'm sure i would.
I often used to think when i was pregnant, 'Want if he is born and i don't love him?', well when Corey was born i didn't, well not totally if i am honest because there was no bond between us. It took a few months for me to really fall in love with him, after all he was born in November and i didn't even hold him until January. I didn't believe that this tiny human being in the clear plastic box was mine, i was so detached. But as the weeks went by i would ache with every inch of my body to hold this little man and to nurture him the way a mother should. Now my love could not get any stronger.
Last night we went to see Meet the Fockers. It was very funny and i did laugh out loud many times, i love films that make you laugh out loud. And i just love ben Stiller!
I am so looking forward to this weekend. Not only does the new season of Nip/Tuck start over here in the UK but we get the premiere of the Friends spinoff 'Joey'. Oh i am so excited, have been waiting for months for these!
I think my kidney infection has gone at last although i am still left with some residual back ache.
Name: Cath Home: Sheffield, United Kingdom About Me: A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for. See my complete profile