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    Tuesday, February 08, 2005
    Sometimes i just look at my son and cry. Do you ever do it with your child? I am filled with such love and pride that i cannot stop myself from getting emotional. When i talk to strangers about him i feel my eyes welling up and i feel so foolish but i don't care. I have so much love for this little man it is unbelievable. Sometimes i feel that if i had another child there is no way i could love them as much as him even though i'm sure i would.
    I often used to think when i was pregnant, 'Want if he is born and i don't love him?', well when Corey was born i didn't, well not totally if i am honest because there was no bond between us. It took a few months for me to really fall in love with him, after all he was born in November and i didn't even hold him until January. I didn't believe that this tiny human being in the clear plastic box was mine, i was so detached. But as the weeks went by i would ache with every inch of my body to hold this little man and to nurture him the way a mother should. Now my love could not get any stronger.

    Last night we went to see Meet the Fockers. It was very funny and i did laugh out loud many times, i love films that make you laugh out loud. And i just love ben Stiller!
    I am so looking forward to this weekend. Not only does the new season of Nip/Tuck start over here in the UK but we get the premiere of the Friends spinoff 'Joey'. Oh i am so excited, have been waiting for months for these!
    I think my kidney infection has gone at last although i am still left with some residual back ache.
    posted by Cath @ 1:27 PM  
    • At 2:50 AM, Blogger a very tired mommy said…

      i hear ya re being distant from the kiddo until you knew that he was okay and when you started being a mommy to him.....for the longest time the twins didn't feel like my own....they were just babies that i went to see and people told ME what to do with them....when i started being able to hold them and especially when i just marched my arse right in the place and grabbed my babies out of their isolettes (like i owned the place... ROFL), i started feeling like these babies were MINE....and the love just grew from there...

      and i still look at them and am in tears at how far they've come and how far they'll go..... i do that with collin a bit, too....but moreso with the twins.

    • At 4:52 PM, Blogger Momma Monkey said…

      Well, I know exactly what you mean about having another baby. Nick comes home from Iraq in just over a month and we were talking about trying again. But I don't think I am ready yet !! Felix is my little lovey !!

      And I am sorry to tell you, you will be kind of let down by Joey. I think it sucks... :(

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